Unexpected
I had no clue that my compost posting would generate so many comments. Thanks to the people that provided starter information. I will keep you updated on my compost progress :)
This past year has been by far my most treacherous journey because it's required trekking into the deepest parts of my heart -- places I typically avoided, or I was completely unaware existed. Certain stretches have been exhausting while other lengths have been rewarding. I would not be so bold as to claim I have completed the journey --that is a lifelong process. I will be bold enough to presume I have certainly covered many miles and am much farther ahead than I had hoped to be. If there is anything I have learned in my short 30 years it is everything hinges on the "unexpecteds". For better or worse, the unexpected incidents are the ones that shape us. Whether it be an unforeseen tragedy, an unexplainable courage, or a moment of grace, we react, and those reactions form the person we are. For the largest portion of my life my reactions were generally the same toward the "unexpecteds" resulting in the formation of a person I did not always like or understand. Throughout this last year I can confidently say a change has occurred in me, and my reactions do not always follow the pattern they have in the past. I am seeing changes in my reactions to the "unexpecteds", and I find that progress encouraging and freeing. Even more encouraging is witnessing the same changes in those closest to me.
Robert Hastings wrote, "Sooner or later, we must realize there is no station, no one place to arrive at once and for all. The true joy of life is in the trip."
I hope your "unexpecteds" or rather your reaction to your "unexpecteds" makes it a truly joyful trip.
This past year has been by far my most treacherous journey because it's required trekking into the deepest parts of my heart -- places I typically avoided, or I was completely unaware existed. Certain stretches have been exhausting while other lengths have been rewarding. I would not be so bold as to claim I have completed the journey --that is a lifelong process. I will be bold enough to presume I have certainly covered many miles and am much farther ahead than I had hoped to be. If there is anything I have learned in my short 30 years it is everything hinges on the "unexpecteds". For better or worse, the unexpected incidents are the ones that shape us. Whether it be an unforeseen tragedy, an unexplainable courage, or a moment of grace, we react, and those reactions form the person we are. For the largest portion of my life my reactions were generally the same toward the "unexpecteds" resulting in the formation of a person I did not always like or understand. Throughout this last year I can confidently say a change has occurred in me, and my reactions do not always follow the pattern they have in the past. I am seeing changes in my reactions to the "unexpecteds", and I find that progress encouraging and freeing. Even more encouraging is witnessing the same changes in those closest to me.
Robert Hastings wrote, "Sooner or later, we must realize there is no station, no one place to arrive at once and for all. The true joy of life is in the trip."
I hope your "unexpecteds" or rather your reaction to your "unexpecteds" makes it a truly joyful trip.

