Life is too good

I was hoping that my past would be left in the past, but unfortunately, that is not so. Comments have been made on this blog over the past 6 months that have sometimes been hate-filled and quite frankly horrible. This blog has been filled with my writing and my writing only, bar a few entries, since it first started. I am not going to make this a big deal, but I need the person that keeps leaving the bitter comments to please call me instead of taking low jabs. Apparently I have not made it clear enough in my writing that I truly don't hate Tres anymore. I hate what happened. I will never fully understand it. I will never want to be his best friend, but I really don't hate him. I don't feel sorry for myself, but my thoughts run deep. I have always looked inward deeply -- long before Tres and will continue long after him. I have journaled since a young age, and my writing has always been honest. I am sorry that some people are still bitter about this incident, but I can honestly say I am no longer bitter about any aspect. I don't think it is what I would have planned, but I am not mad or hate-filled. I truly don't wish unhappiness upon anyone, including Tres, and I'm not unhappy right now either. Jesus has truly worked in my heart, which includes using His Body/ His Church to support and love me. Unfortunately, I am going to block my comments again, but I do hope that the person leaving these comments will call me so we can clear the air. Bitterness is all over our world and poisons souls. It is not worth living with. Life is too good to be ruined by that. I truly hope to talk to whomever you are.